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i am gaining, hatred.
real hate i mean even though it is a unsure feeling i am pretty sure this depress is going to turn to hatred. hahas. what a joke to think i was so foolish to believe and trust. hahas. "i don't know" I HATE THIS THREE WORDS FRM NOW. if u are not sure or uncertain, just shut up and keep quiet. cause words hurt; and actions hurt too; whatever. hahas. the image forming in my head. i hate it. i guess. i just hope this hatred will build up and i will be impenetrable. strong; and will never shed another tear for useless things. i will become impenetrable. this girl at 11:25 PM before i forget, happy 44th birthday singapore i am going to forfeit the june holiday post whyyy? cause obviously i lost the enthusiaism to write it. yeah, that's alll. and instead of doing my hw i am using the com here, at the risk that my mum might wake up anytime and just smash the com into a million pieces. hmmmm. i just read my previous posts when i just gt this blog and realised that i lost the enthusiaism to blogg too. whoa. if u dun believe, go forward and read my previous posts they were so... SO... full of life and zest and i was so excited to talk about all the things that happen in my daily life. yet now, i just dun have the urge to share about all these stuffs anymore it just doesn;t feel like i want to share about them and just now i even had the urge of deleting my blog whoa, HELLO. careful there. it's a great decision yeah? and even though i want to talk about alvin's bday party yesterday i just can't write it out like i do last time. i wonder whether if it due to my laziness or whether i just can't write anymore? and all the short forms that i used to use last time like: lyk. tat. noe. cum. ... i can't even recall them without seeing my previous posts!!!! what's is wrong with me? ok, how bout let's try to write about alvin's bday party yesterday was totally cool hahahah this time, i wasn't the one who dropped into the pool it was isa plus kathleen!!! hahahaha super extreme funny cause shi kai was on this wheel-like thingy AT THE EDGE OF THE POOL, mind you. and everyone was waiting for SOMEONE to push him down. and isa took the initiative to give him a slight push. lols, his shoes gt wet and managed to keep himself frm going down the pool hahaha, then shi kai wanted revenge so he and alvin SLIDEEEE isa into the water then kathleen said that isa couldn't tread water and wanted to pull isa up but then she lose her balance and fall WAAAHAHAHAHHA super funny lor. and a lot of ppl thought kath jumped in herself so weird. why wld she do that for god's sake??? to coool herself? or she wanted to have a swim? no lor, she ACCIDENTALLY FELLL!!! and the BBQ was great, and i lurve the almond cream that alvin's grandma made, so NICE! and it is good for the throat tooo!!! GOOD for me since i am like having a sore throat and the worse thing is the audition for the esplanade performance is TUESDAY!!! gosh, i have to make sure i know that two chinese songs SUPER SUPER wellll!!! hahah, then went home at 10 sth and mum didn't FREAK!!! so freakin' cool!!! and actually when i first reached there me, isa and kath sang songs as kath played the guitar and isa playeed the piano my voice was super weird though. cause of sore throat and vivan, xiu mei, liu han, wen xin, rina, jia ying they all were like crazy with wii playing table tennis and super engrossed lor... then we went down to talk alvin's had this two denmark girl neighbours who were too open... well, i was actually fine. but kath freak out, sort of. zzzzzz.... cause they said they wanted to have sex at 16. and kath said she wld only have sex after marriage. the denmark girls thought that was hilarious? i was shocked la but i could understand that the have different mindset from us but kath thought it was really scary and sort of stunned for a moment. i guess she couldn't believe them... ok. stop. how do i sound like? normal? weird? or just too made up? haiz... i am not sure whether all the writings up there were made up or real but i hope they are my real feelings. P.S it feels weird to be not real to yourself if u know what i mean. this girl at 1:04 AM hahas today went home when i gt headaches and dizzy spells hahas lucky today don't have much hw lor both dad and mum says all the non-sleeping nights is coming back on me lols, ya la ya la all my organs are breaking down the headache was terrible lor i was like " i want to die le la" muhahaha .... quite stupid. btw, i think i will write the june hols post later AFTER my dinner damn hungry now oh. i hate the governments precautions to H1N1 even though i dun wanna kena H1N1 haha, i wann CCA back, CHOIR!!!! u know how much i love choir? i love LOVE choir!! =D this girl at 6:51 PM okay it's like 4 days into school, and i am already laggging behind in hw. hah. well, guess this ain't gonna be good englishreaderresponse(mrs woon wants us all to rewrite...-.-) holidaymathsws( yeah. you didn't see wrongly, it's HOLIDAY one...) scienceassignment A HAPPY THING TO SAY IS ... nochinese geography history woohoo... lols, i dun care how late it is now. and i dun care that i have ushering duty tommorrow at VCH for SYF choral presentation. but, ohmygod, the australian voices are going there!!! ya, they are just SO good... their performance at the esplanade was totally awesome!!! thewomen gosh, the high notes just flow out like that then the low notes also extreme powerful then the voice is always so high up(as in position) even worse, they sing it softly... so IMBA!!!! ahhhhh. themen all damn pro!! hahah, i dun noe how to comment on themen cause i not a man. -.- but all of them are great!! i can't believe i am going to hear them again LATER!!! *so super happy* okay, gonna go sleep now. twohoursofsleep lawls... P.S the june hols post is being pushed back. psps. no time la haha actually, very less ppl follow my blog nia... this girl at 3:25 AM last day of holidays what am i doing? CHIONG HOMEWORK LOR... haiz, it happens every holiday. anw, MICHAEL JACKSON died. feel quite pity. went to youtube to watch some of his videos *whoa he can sing and dance REALLY well! but to all fans out there even though i am not a fan of him. he really is the king of pop of our century. 41 million of the album sold!!! that is like... ehhh 10 times of singapore's population. AHHH... IT'S CRAZY YOU KNOW! by the way, i will be writing a post really soON on my june hols, as i promised. but definitely not now, homework alert... hahahahahaahahhahahahahaha. this girl at 5:16 PM thanks so much to my seniors and friends thanks for letting me realise how stubborn i was in admitting to my mistakes i didn't know that i was holding grudges against my parents for pointing out my mistakes and i absolutely grateful to you guys. but besides being grateful i wanna apologise to my parents for being so troublesome and unreasonable sometimes but i have to point out, sometimes things that you all say really hurts a lot, kays? yet you all don't even realise it... btw, i have this urge to become a older senior straight away. ( cause it always seems like they know a lot of things, as though they could look into other ppl's mind.) but i guess it is just the few more years that they went through than me I CAN'T WAIT TO BECOME A SENIOR!! hahah, though i do have the thought of me torturing my juniors, muhahahah!!! perhaps making them do my hw for me, or making them do all my house chores... hahahah... *imagination going wild and thinking too much P.S i will upload about my june holidays after it ended, a whole post about that, brrrr... a extreme long one...lols :) this girl at 5:09 PM            the pics i own you guys!!!! some of my b'day pressies as for my BIJK shirts the pics are stuck in my phone. and " USB not identifed, please replace with another." was the problem... sorry... Bingda, Isa, Jozhi, Kathleen thanks for your wonderful presents. and to all others too, thanks so much for making my birthday so memorable!!! love ya<333 this girl at 4:37 AM lalalala...it's the holidays!!!yeah, i am so damn glad. =X do i sound happy at all? NO! homework homework, more homework mathematics!!!! arghhhh... that is the worst!! haiz, what can i say? i just LOVE and HATE holidays !!! oh. btw, many things happened in just a few days?!? cheering competition becoming acting section leader in choir having sushi buffet at nihon mura blah blah blah... i will update tomorrow very very tired now choir practice was scary well, hope that i can improve in leading sectionals... this girl at 1:01 AM IT IS MY BIRTHDAY!three days ago HAHA I KNOW I AM LAGG. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT IS MY OWN B'DAY fancy writing a post bout ur b'day 3 days later. lols. quite stupid huh.=X anw, happy birthday to benedict on 25th may (i hate to admit u are 1 day older than me) and happy birthday to edina TODAY haha, you are finally a teenager! (that was what i was thinking when i had my b'day last yr) and really really thanks to all my beloved friends. you guys spent so much efforts on the presents (whichever way it is...) and you made kathleen so jealous and made me so guilty... cause i din buy a LOT of presents...=( make sure you all must buy her nice pressies like mine. MAKE SURE!! (if not she will just jealous non-stop lor... lols) REMEMBER!!! IT'S ON CHRISTMAS DAY 25 DECEMBER!! actually i do have some pics of the pressies you guys brought me but i lazy to upload now cause i chionging geog project lor... will upload when free.... and thanks dad for my new baby-g watch!damn nice and thanks mum for organising a birthday gathering! P.S i hate microsoft word- the old edition!!! this girl at 11:37 PM hey guys, sorry for not blogging for a while just wanna say its my birthday in two days. but it was celebrated yesterday. lols, first time i celebrated my birthday in school uniform cause i went for science centre CIP even went to the da vinci exhibition was quite fascinated by how clever da vinci was an artist, inventor and a scientist. this birthday was not happily celebrated but just, celebrated. no wishes made by me. told them i had no wish to make no birthday gifts were given. did not feel like it was my birthday. squeeze out a smile when taking a photo didn't wanna look ugly. =X my wish, just wanna make it here *close eyes* " i want to be happier next year." that's all i want to be happier as simple as that. P.S i bet it will not come true, at least that's what i think. this girl at 7:09 PM ok, on sunday, i went to my first aunt's hse to celebrate mother's day.it was a heartwarming gathering with chats, talks and gossips...lols and of course we ordered buffet for 20 ppl, and it looks lyk a 50 ppl buffet?!? haiz, i am too lazy to type, let the pictures replace my words then... thai style fish and duck meat  ngoi hoi and deep-fried prawn  scallop with mushroom and broccoli  curry chicken  fried rice  soup with treasures  yam paste with ginko nuts  lobster?? nope relative of lobster  my plate of food  whoa, i don't know refill how many times then my stomach damn bloated. me and my cousins went down to the swimming pool for a walk then i wet my skirt with water at the jacuzzi pool cause i din see the steps and fall but i was lucky that it wasn't the entire body... if not i might catch a cold or sth.... anw, happy mothers' day to all mothers on earth! even though it is rather late le.... this girl at 1:32 AM nxt wk is maths and ICAS science and we are done with exams!!! woohoo!! work towards my GPA 3.5! kampateh~ =D anyway, just discovered a korean band named SS501 and they are shuai and talented. stop thinking that idols can't sing well they sing perfectly awesome. go look up for them on youtube, u will be surprised. members: kim hyun joong (the one that acted in boys over flowers as ji hoo) heo young saeng kim hyu jong park jung min kim hyung joon 
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